Even bigger things

Ladies, and gentlemen. Boys and girls.

You know that ridiculously important meeting/test I had the other day. Well, I was there an hour early and then had to wait another two hours before actually going in front of the jury. Lots of stressing around. The jury was really nice, even though the first thing they told me was that I had sucked on the last test (okay, they might not have used those words exactly).

How I felt yesterday. 

I went out of that room feeling like crap. I cried. Not in front of them, but at home. And I felt horrible all day. Lots of crying and trying to tell myself that I will be OK without that school. Trying to persuade myself that I have other options and that I will succeed anyway. Many texts to family and friends. Many "It went baaad" messages sent. Let's just say I didn't sleep well.

And then a few hours ago - I was driving home from a friend - and I decide to check my inbox while stopping at a red light.
There it was. The yes.
Cue crying and laughing and thanking God while driving.

I am the luckiest girl alive right now, and in a few days I am starting one of the biggest adventures in my life.

Film school baby!

Oh and no, it's not luck - it's talent.