Last night I woke up in the middle of the night. I got up, and went to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. Half naked and puffy eyed. And I thought: Damn, I'm pretty.
The second thought that flew through my tired mind was: Whoever gets to see this is one lucky bastard!
I started thinking. You know what it's like when you start thinking at 5 am. Either it's brilliance or it's the beers from the night before talking. Usually it's both.
But I started thinking about deserving. I am a wonderful and beautiful creature and whoever gets to have me in their life should really deserve it.
Therefor I am pledging to only giving my precious time and love to people and causes that are giving me back everything I give.
Friends and love interests who give me back the love and time I give. To give more to them. To get more back.
Spending time on projects that make me stronger and happier instead of self pity and depression. A pledge in the sign of love and creation.
Take a look at yourself in the mirror tonight. Half naked and puffy eyed. Try to see the beauty in that image; in yourself. And tell yourself that whoever gets to see you like that is one lucky bastard.
All Hail to you !!
ReplyDeleteIsn't it funny sometimes, last time it was the same, I had a fever and was tired and sick and all, and I catched my reflection in mirror and said "Duh, I'm awesome today."
Maybe it's just the fever. And sometimes you get all preppy and make up and all and it's like "Seriously who's that ugly chick."
Ahah anyway. I learnt a lot this year. I found myself. Thanks to a lot of things, and thanks to a lot of people who inspired me - and you certainly was one of them.
We need to be proud of what we are, what we do, because we keep trying and we deserve all praise for that. Because we stay true to ourselves, and do our best. It doesn't matter if we fall sometimes.
We have the courage to live on our dreams and follow them, and in a world where most people just give it up on their dreams and lock them away, I say it's pretty rad. We're awesome for that!
And we're gonna grab the stars!!
Beautiful Louise! Miss your awesomeness babe! :)
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